She was angry. There was no doubt about it.
Her words, "You stupid egghead," made it clear … even if they proved to be an oxymoron. After all, it's common knowledge that eggheads are smart, right? Well, at least to all of us over the age of five.
I swiftly placed her on our designated "thinking spot" and set the timer. I knew she needed a few minutes to calm down; that her anger had to subside before we could really talk about her words.
Five minutes later, the timer beeped. And there I was, sitting next to her.
"Savannah," I said, "Do you remember our verse? 'In your anger do not sin'?"
She nodded, ever so slightly.
"You were angry at your sister, weren't you?" I probed.
Again, a nod.
"Did you act unkind when you were angry?"
I hate to admit it, but I haven't always been intentional when it comes to helping Savannah process her anger. It's not that this type of heart-probing conversation was a foreign concept for me. I'd read the books on it. So you'd have thought I had this thing down by now. You know, since she is our third kid and all. But I didn't. Our first two never struggled with anger to this degree.
It threw a definite curve ball Ted and my direction. Even though she was only in kindergarten and couldn't spell the word "anger," she felt it — and still feels it a year later — intensely. When things don't go her way. When we tell her "no" instead of "yes." When one of her sisters doesn't listen or choose to play with her.
Until last year, I'd often reacted by simply focusing on her behavior, on how the anger was expressed. I poured my energy — and yes, sometimes frustration — into merely punishing words like "you stupid egghead." But that didn't work so well.
Cue the sarcasm … surprising, huh?
Something had to change. And it did. I started to slow down and offer her more than simply discipline. I started to take the time — even if it meant we had to interrupt dinner or be 10 minutes late to the next puppet show — to give her hope and practical help. Here are two ways I've learned to not just discipline, but equip my little girl:
1. Remind her that it's what she does with her anger that matters most
The truth is, Savannah will feel anger. We all do sometimes. The primary problem isn't that she feels this emotion at all, it's what she chooses to do with it.
Now in those post "thinking spot" talks, I don't stop at correction. I don't just tell her, "When you're angry, don't hit and call names. It's not nice." I go on to instruct, "Here's what you can do when you feel really, really upset. First, you can pray. You can say, 'God, I'm really angry at my sister right now. Please help me not to be mean to her.' Second, you can run to Papa or me. You can tell us you're upset and ask us to help you calm down."
2. Remind her what God made her mouth and hands for
When Savannah gets angry, she has tended to hit, scratch, or call her sisters names. Yep, no sugarcoating of my kids' behavior here. While, sure, I still instruct her not to do these things, I also remind her what God did make her hands and mouth for. He wants her to say kind, encouraging words to others, for example. He wants her to use her hands to offer loving hugs and affirming pats on the back.
The "stupid egghead" incident ended with a hug for me and an apology for her sister. It wasn't the last time I had to correct and instruct Savannah when it comes to anger. But now that I'm being more intentional about the process, we're making progress. I'm seeing that with my help and God's, Savannah is slowly learning how to properly handle this anger.
What about you? What's one practical way you're equipping your kids to deal with emotions such as anger?